One day

It’s so painful to admit
This hatred
That I feel for you…
Again you made a promise
And I believed you like a fool
You try to act like it isn't your fault
When it actually is
But if I stay and think
It’s mine for trusting you

You say you understand
And that you're sorry
But sometimes I stay and think
Is it really true?
I don't know what to believe
I am so confused
I wish I didn’t feel like this
But I can’t deny that I do…

Would you please stop lying?
I'd rather hear the truth
On the floor I'm dying…
I feel it all slipping away…
I'm ashamed of what I feel
I'm too scared my thoughts to reveal