Warning.

The pain, the anger
all that done
i'm in too deep now
its almost fun

i cut too far
with my trusty knife
its all flowing
my blood, my life

i think of parents
my friends, my foe
will they care
that i want to go?

probably not
but we shall see
the dark is coming
waiting for me

goodbye mummy
goodbye dad
you gave me
everything you had

but it wasn't enough
to kill the pain
to get me on
my feet again

the blood is spreading
the pain gets worse
the final barrier
the blessed curse

goodbye Lauren
goodbye friends
you'll understand
my heart can't mend

i told you once
i told you twice
that cutting was
my only vice

you said "be strong"
but you'll never know
how bad it was
i have to go

carpets stained
a crimson dream
nothing now is
what it seemed

hope is failing
light is dim
dark is looming
to invite me in

goodbye people
who i once knew
just please don't let
this happen to you

twisted anger
bitter rage
turn a new leaf
turn the page

i know this isn't very good, but its my 1st attempt, and i would be very grateful if you could just vote and tell me what you think. thanks