Message to my Father!

You are the only one
You are the only one who doesn't see past
The fake smiles
The fake laughs
The fake tears
You think I'm happy when I'm with you
I'm not
You think I laugh
I don't
You think I cry because I'm not happy at home
I don't
I cry because you are not my dad
You used to be my dad
But now your not
Now you are Kenny Pam's boyfriend
You are Kenny the man with no daughter
This is how you make me feel
You are Kenny the lier
You say you want to see me
But you don't show up
you say you love me
But I can't believe you
You have lied to me to many times
You say you never meant to hurt me
If so then how come you always do
When I said I love you dad I meant it
Now I sit here and wonder if I can still say that and mean it
How can you hurt me when you supposedly love me?
So, now I ask you Kenny
How does it feel to know how your daughter truly feels?
Oh wait I can't ask you that because you don't have a daughter
Because to you I'm just another face in the crowd
©Angel Wellesley
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