Not like the other guys huh? (part 1)

U told me you wanted to be with me, you told me you are not like the other guys. That when times get ruff do not bail out, u stick it out but baby you were just taking me for a ride obviously you did not mean those things that you told me or you would not off told me you were done, That you do not care about anyone or anything, especially me. Remember that night? I do. It hurt how you said it and it really hurt when I realized that you meant it. I wanted you to call to make it all better but you never did. Even though we would not of been together 24/7 I was willing to make it work, yea I told your boy that I was not but if u would of got on the phone and asked yourself I would of said hell yes because there was not much I could of said no to u about, but you did not even try to make it work. You could not of been a man about it an asked me yourself. Do you not wish you did? Obviously, not. U not asking and trying to make it work really got me thinking that you do not want to be with me because if you did and you did care I would not be sitting here crying as I write this. I believed everything you said to me baby . . .. Everything . . .. Isn’t that sad? U knew all along that you did not want to be with me because if you did want to be with me how could u end it the way you did?
Obviously your feelings were not in this as much as mine were,
Obviously you just did not care,
Obviously you did not know what u were doing,
Obviously you knew what u was loosing.
You never did mean those things you said to me, about sharing your dream or being your wife. baby I would of stuck with you through thick and thin. I would of been there in a minute no matter what I had to do to get there. If you were in trouble or if you just needed someone to be there I would of been there by your side no matter what, I was already willing to do that for you. But no u had to yell at me and tell me you were done. I would of done anything Hun, anything that you wanted but you did not give me the chance. I wish you did. Parts of me wanted to call you but the other part of me tells me to forget u, which is probably the smart thing to do because you have already forgotten me but I can not right now I have to get u out of my system do not worry it will be soon. Even though it was nothing really serious between us I had some deep feelings for you baby. You did not care though u tore them apart and then stepped on them as if that wasn’t enough
I can not stand u anymore
I can not stand the sight of u anymore
I can not stand to hear your name anymore
I jus can not stand u anymore
Do not call because I do not want to talk to you. I do not want to hear how sorry you are. I will not care; it will not even faze me if you say it. If you say it, it means nothing to me, it means shit, just like everything else you said to me. Forget me. Forget my number like you already did, forget that you knew me, and forget everything else. Because I know I have.