I've been twisted; torn
All from your kindness
I ache in every possible way
I feel like I can't even get through the day
Your nice words have hypnotized me
And that's the part where I just want to break down and cry;
realizing you aren't mine
Still, I run back to you,
your arms wide open
And every damn time, I expect you to hold me,
the worst part is that you do, and I expect things to work out,
without any sign of doubt.
We pretend things are okay
Like the past was nothing but another day.
Help me accept reality...and push you away
