Whether I am with you
Or whether we are apart
There will always be two broken pieces
Of my fragile heart
I smile when I am with you
And no it is not fake
But when I go home is when I realize
That loving you is a mistake
You do not really care for me
And people tell me so
They always see you with her
I try to ignore it, as if I don’t know
But deep inside I know the truth
Yet, I pretend that I am fine
I cry my self to sleep
Wishing you were only mine
Still I do not understand
How in the world you can pretend
You are tearing me apart
My heart will never mend
Everyone tells me to leave you alone
Just to walk away
But that is even more painful
Than seeing you with her everyday
I wish I could just forget your face
But I am way too weak
Without you by my side
Life would be so bleak
The question now is to stay or go
Either way tears will form in my eyes
Should I just try to walk away from the one I love?
Or try to live with all the lies?
