by Amby Mae Apr 3, 2005
category :
Sadness, depression /
lost relationships
You never said you loved me or stood by my side, you never held my hand or shushed me when I cried. You acted like you did not know me in the halls at school, all the girls around giggled and drooled. Everyone liked you, no girl could deny, your sexy smile and your cocky reply. But when we were alone, you acted so sweet, treated me like a goddess and swept me from my feet. You could not help but stare at me whenever we walked and made me laugh every time we talked. Your eyes told a story different from what people knew and when you looked at me that way my heart flew. I fell in love and thought about you a lot. Everything you did I found incredibly hot. First time you held me it felt so true. Your true intentions everyone else knew. Every kiss was just apart of you massive plan. I seem to forget you were just a man. That one night I gave you what you desired, I was pushed a way, abandoned or fired. Now you down even look at me or know I’m alive, my heart was broken, but I survived. Overtime in life you must let go, but I know in my heart I will miss you soo. For you have a place in the history of my life, you can’t rub away what is carved with a knife. I know one day, I’ll look back and remember you and remember the feeling that I once knew. |