No Reason To Stay

When everything seems to be going right,
It ends up going completely wrong.
I keep hoping things will get better,
Except I’m weakening, really not strong.

Everyday is filled with disappointment,
I just can’t find one reason to hold on.
Would everyone merely forget me?
That is, if I were suddenly gone.

I don’t like the person I’ve become,
I hate all the things I say and do.
My memories are only sorry regrets,
Of the turmoil I've been through.

I know if I wasn’t here tomorrow,
That several would mourn and cry.
But, would they actually mind that I’m gone?
Would they even worry to know why?

It seems as though no one cares,
Especially the people who should.
I just need someone to show me,
That without me, they’d be no good.

I want to know the whole truth,
Whether I’m worth this life or not,
Should I give up, let go, lose the fight?
Or, go on with little strength I’ve got?

I need someone who’d sacrifice anything,
Just to put a smile on my face again.
Someone who would always be there,
Through both the thick and the thin.

I find myself alone, confused and scared,
Another day has been wasted away…
With so much misery and pain,
There is no reason to stay.