I am me

My life was just a joke to you all,
I knew what you were saying about me.
I also knew what you wished for me,
you wished for me to disappear.

Well I'm sorry I'm here,
and I'm so sorry for who i am.
But you know what I'm even more sorry for?
I'm sorry for all the pain you've put me in.

Every single word you say to me,
makes me wanna die even more.
You know, I wish i could die too,
I wouldn't have to endure you anymore.

Everyday I walk in school,
something different always happens.
Someone yells or laughs at me,
or others just hit and tease.

I never did anything to any of you,
some of you I've never even spoken to.
Why don't you just let me be,
I'm never gonna change, I'm gonna be me.