Sorry i Died

Hurt and despised,
Deeply cut in shreds,
Running away,
Dots on the floor I’ve bleed,

Having this life,
Full of regrets,
Is not easy,
Living in guilt,

So much on your shoulders,
So much to handle,
All is left to do it,
Beg for forgiveness,

Nothing I do is good enough,
But then I think of the way,
I treat people myself,
I deserve everything I get,

Jesus died for my sins,
And this is the way I seem to repay him,
By breaking every command,
Like a brick of deadly sand,

I’m sorry for the pain I’ve caused,
I’m sorry I have nothing but flaws,
I’m sorry I betrayed you,
And I’m sorry I died.

©Samantha Jayne Reed
Wrote on 3rd April, 2005