What is it………………?
Is it a feeling……….?
Is it a thought……..?
Or is it a curse…….?
All I know is a sharp pain
That fills me up
From my heart
To my mind
To my bones
To my very soul
Every time you speak her name
I feel the pain
Every time you say you love her
I feel the pain
You care for her
The way I care for you
You are obsessed for her
The way I am for you
She’s so lucky
Because you love her
But why my luck is not so good?
She’s always on your mind
The way you are on mine
You want her to be your companion
That I badly want to be
But can never be
Tell me,
Is this jealousy which makes me cry?
If not, then what is it,
For its killing me bit by bit
I feel the pain every time
When I feel you can never be mine
Am I so bad?
Or it’s my destiny?
Tell me, what is this feeling?
I cannot live without you
But it hardly matters
Because you can, that too, without me.
