NIGHTMARE

Nightmares
Tossing and turning through the night
After crying myself to sleep.

Waking up in the morning
Hoping the nightmares aren't real
Only to find that reality is worse.

Lying in bed
Thinking of how to make it through the day
And forget all the thoughts and pictures in my mind.

I try to keep myself busy
To fill my head with other things
But it's impossible.

No matter what I do
I can't yet stop thinking about you
And what you did.

How much time I spend thinking about it amazes me
Because you didn't spend a second to think of me
I was the farthest thing from your mind.

I hope you enjoyed yourself.
I hope it was worth it
Worth losing someone who would've done anything for you.

So much was wasted on you
So many feelings, too many tears
And one heart too many.