My hateful time

I push my pillow to my face
to soak up all my tears
Alone in my room i feel disgrace
Yet it is where i forget all my fears

I always know i am not alone
as i rock from side to side
i see shadows of those i hate
This is my ritual ride

the ride of self destruction
i get thoroughly abused
at times i don't pay much attention
Cuz i just end up getting confused

This is my ritual ride
Its meant to be kept inside
So don't judge me by whats in this rhyme
Cuz this is truly my hateful time

@copywriter Michelle Williams 2005