Ended love

While i sit here in my tears of pity, i think of how depressed i am with out him. and how happy i was with him. how will i go on? my life revolved around him, my soul was inside of his. he was always in my dreams, he was every part of me. did i really deserve this? there is not any more hope, no wishes can come true, no dreams are real. with out him my life goes in slow motion. every thing is depressive and in my world every one is violent and angry. i can not laugh or smile any longer. why did our love end this way? *** * i wrote this when me and my boy friend broke up but were together now!