As i smile i say goodbye :p

Here we are.
Our laughter and smiles can brighten the room.
You think that I am happy.

Here we are.
All alone together talking and having a good time.
You think that I am happy.

Here we are.
With our parents and guests, you look so good in you suit.
You think that I am happy.

Here we are.
In our hotel on our honeymoon, and I am not happy.
You think that I am happy.

Here we are.
You're in the living room with the baby.
You think that I am happy.

Here we are.
You see my arms you see the marks on them.
You know that I am not happy.

Here we are.
I am sitting in the hospital, needles and food replacements shoved into me.
You know that I am not happy.

Here we are.
At home, you sit crying, because you know I am unhappy.
I have made you unhappy.

Here we are.
You in the kitchen. Me in the room.
I take the blade one last time.
I have made you unhappy. Goodbye.