Waking up from my long night,
wondering if we really had that fight.
Im drained from all of the shed tears
What happened last night was on of my biggest fears.
Did it happen? Where those words really said?
Were those i-m's rele read?
My head is whirling im in such a daze of confusion
Trying to figure out if it was all an illusion.
Did i say you were my biggest regret?
...That i hated the first day we met .
Why does everything feel so unreal and fake?
For last night i ruined everything we worked so hard to make.
Knock me out, let me go back to sleep,
This permanent hangover has cut me so deep.
I want to pretend it was all a dream... not true
I hope you feel the same way too.
When will this nightmare finally be finished?
I suppose the day i say sorry for the relationship i just diminished.