Seeking

Every one is a little lost and doesn't know it... and if they do they dont no what their looking for.
But she...she knows she's lost.
So far gone she doesn't even feel anymore.
She suffers from all her doubts and fears.
Holding her back from finding her self.
So numb, bearing the pain is beginning to get easy.
She wishes where there was darkness she could find light.
Where there is hatred she could find joy...
Yet she's so lost she's forgotten how to tell direction.
It's all just so far gone.
So most of the time she just closes here eyes denying it has even happened
For loosing her self...seeking for something constantly was her biggest dismay.