What the hell was i thinking? I laughed at you, when you asked, when all i wanted to do was say yes...I'm kicking my self...HARD.
I didn't think before i opened my mouth, i just did the first thing that my mouth new how to do. laugh and smile...Now i know how laughing and smiling can destroy someones life in just a few seconds, this is probably the reason why i screw up to much i do things at the wring time, then after i realize what i have done, and that Beings new scars to the surface that never heals, and cause me to shrink lower then before and for the rest of my life I'm kicking my self, not knowing how to stop and think.
April 3 2005
By: Samie
More thoughts then poem though
