Sometimes I Wonder

Sometimes I wonder,
What I did to deserve
This life.
The pain and hate
So much of which I’ve got.

Then I look around,
And see the people
I care about.
The people who are in more pain
Than I could ever imagine.

I see them cry,
Stumble and fall.
Aching blood,
Death and all.

It is then when I realize,
My life’s not so bad after all.
But theirs however,
Is a catastrophe.

I’ve dedicated
What life I have
To those who need me most.
To the people I love
With all my heart
Forever and always.

*this is one of those poems where you know what you want to say... but not how to say it... fleh...*