Worried For You

You smile and joke,
you poke fun and laugh.
We are almost always together...
You are probably one of my
best friends hands down...
But I am so worried for you.

You tell me not to cry,
you tell me that you are all right.
Yet the scars on your arms,
tell a different story.
I am worried for you.

You tell me what's on your mind,
you ask me to just let you fall,
You tell me that I am a good friend,
But you just need to let go.
I'm sorry, but i can't do that.
You are my best friend,
and I am worried for you.

You tell me not to cry,
You tell me that you are all right,
Yet the scars on your arms,
Tell a different story.
You have no idea how worried I am for you.

Please call me,
if you feel the need,
to cut yourself once again.
We've gone down this road,
before, and i don't think that I can handle it.
I don't care if it's 2 a.m.,
But call me if you need to talk.
This facade that put on,
isn't fooling me,
I can read you like a book,
just know that I am worried for you.

You tell me not to cry,
You tell me that you are all right,
Yet the scars on your arms,
Tell a different story.
You have no idea how worried I am for you.

When you send me those things,
saying that you couldn't help it,
but you did it again.
When you tell me I'm holding you back,
I don't ever mean to keep you back from your dreams,
But suicide is one thing that i cannot except.
I don't know what I would do,
If I lost you,
We are to close.

You tell me not to cry,
You tell me that you are all right,
Yet the scars on your arms,
Tell a different story.
You have no idea how worried I am for you.

*This is a song that i wrote, it's even got music and everything, *violin jazz, pretty mournful, I'm just worried for a friend.*

~Rae