My regret

A few months ago,
I gave up a life.
Of a child no one knew,
To end my strife.

I got pregnant
And knew I wasn't ready.
Me and the guy,
Weren't very steady.

So off to the clinic,
I did go.
Hoping no one,
Would ever know.

People found out,
And said nothing good.
They said I shouldn't have done it,
But I thought that I should.

Now months later,
I'm regreting what I did.
I gave up so easily,
On who would have been my kid.

I would have been a good mom,
And loved him with all I got.
But it's too late for that,
'Cause it was a battle I never fought.

It won't happen again,
It was a HUGE mistake.
I got to be strong,
And take away this ache.