You told him my secret
one i didn't want him to hear
you told him inbetween your brethes of laughter
~*~*~
I tell my biggest secret
I never wanted your sympathy
but I wished you'd understand
~*~*~
I tell the whole story
reliving that night
about how i was abused
tears welling in my eyes
hit and suffocated
scared and alone
and than i told you face to face
please don't tell anyone else
~*~*~
the cops knowing is bad enough
statements here and there
always crying
never sleeping
wishing it was all a dream
or a nightmare what I fear most!
~*~*~
i trusted you with all my heart
until I caught you telling
you told someone that I hate
because of his rudeness
and ignorance
you couldn't keep a secret
so why did I even tell you?
~*~*~
I'm hiding in a mask
i never reveal, who I really am
I'm hiding under a jumper
never revealing my true pain
~*~*~
my wrists all scarred and bleeding
all because I trusted you
and well i guess now I know for real...
my pain is everyone else's joke...
I get the hint...
I'm all alone~~*
another one of my happy poems (sarcastic) all my poems are true!!!
