I would love life
Accept it sucks,
Nothing to do
Nowhere to go
Boredom is filling me
Too many accidents
And crushes that feel like love
And still i often sit
And wonder why
This isn’t who i wanted me to be!
will i ever be who i wished i was
make something of my self
or just grow to be a nobody
a nobody called Lucy?
scary hey, it has a ring to it
nobody named Lucy
scarring my wrists
"does this make me someone"
someone who wants to be a no one
a some one like me
if i wasn't here i couldn't get insulted
i couldn't get teased
and i couldn't get bashed
bashed by people i don't even know
people that run away screaming
"ha ha you ugly h**"
am i supposed to like myself
if that's what strangers think I am?
i don't think so!!!
i would stop cutting myself
but i can't
i would stop smoking,
but i can't
i would stop drinking
but i can't
i can't do this because i have no belief
no belief in what i ever stood for
that's all gone
right out the window
as well as my hopes goals and dreams
i know I'm not alone
so why should i complain?
people have it worse than me
heaps of people
and i just wanna say
I'm always here for you
just like you are here for me
just knowing your there
makes me feel comforted!
just knowing I'm not alone
so thank you
and remember
i do care!!!
(C) Lucy Green
i don't know where this poem came from
it's weird i know!
