I'm scared

I'm scared of being loved or else i may start to weep,
when you decide to go, if it's me you cannot keep,
I'm scared of being cared for if you have had enough,
you may break my heart and i may not be too tough,

I'm scared of being left to put together my broken heart,
if you decide you don't want me and we decide to part,
I'm scared that if you are angry you may want to hit me,
would not know what to do or what you'd want me to be,

I'm scared that you will ignore me when you get your way,
i would feel so stupid if i believed the things you say,
I'm scared because you treat me wrong, that is for sure,
cos now that i am leaving you, i am scared no more!

Copyright 2005 - Amanda Linzi

This is a bit rubbish, i wrote it last year just after i left my ex-boyfriend, he was 27 and he would just ignore me and treat me so bad so i left him. Please comment though. Thanks :)