With all that I've lost life seems so worthless
i feel i should give in
walking in the shadows
my bright world is turning dim
heart numb, blood cold as ice
cried over nothing not once...but twice
helpless and alone
not knowing what to do
believed every word
but most of it wasn't true
holding on so tightly
that the feeling has been lost
i wanted it so badly
not knowing what it would cost
looking back on my decisions
was it worth it in the end
everything is different now
my smile is pretend
every now and then
i want to call your name
hoping you can hold me
and make everything the same
the roads are getting bumpy
there's darkness up ahead
still holding a torch
but i i know our love is dead
all this pain you caused me
i know it isn't right
but my heart keeps calling out
"i still need you in my life"
