They tell me to think twice
Am I ready to make that sacrifice?
They say I am acting stupid and I don’t know what I’m doing
I’m cruel and crazy cause I don’t feel bad about what I’ve done
Sorry I can’t regret it
I think our feelings are worth it.
For three years I’ve been through More than normal couples do
I’ve been lied to and threatened
And controlled by him
I even lost most of my friends
When I hated him the most and all I could was cry
I supported him and put myself aside.
I spend most my time
Waiting for him to call
So we could make plans to see each other
Or not see each other at all.
It was all up to him
What he wanted and when
I should not have anything to say
Cause he was in control we did things his way.
So I got sick and tired or always being down
And I decided to go out clubbing
Just to look around.
Never planned for it to happen
I guess it was just meant to be
That I would fall for him
And he would fall for me
I know this is a screwed up way to do it
But I’m sorry I can’t help it
I’m in love and that’s important to me
So I apologize from the bottom of my heart
That I put you through this
I should have just left you from the start.
