Why Me?

Why was it I who came to be
There is no reason it was me
I try to think about my life
It seems to me like bitter strife

It's something you won't understand
No matter how much you demand
Sometimes i wish i wasn't here
This is my one and only fear

I'm searching for a good way out
And now I'm filled with grief and doubt
But why the HELL won't i just die
To kill myself i will not try

Some day when i am sick and old
My life's solution will unfold
And now i guess i sit and wait
To die is my only one fate