Waiting to die

I am waiting to die
sitting here crying
hands sliced up, arms feeling as if their gonna fall off
i am waiting to die
waiting for someone to push me over the cliff
cant seem to lift myself off the cliff
I need help!!
will someone push me over?
i am waiting to die
waiting for someone to pull the trigger on their gun
do i have to pull it for you
I AM WAITING TO DIE
someone please kill me