The Blossom and The Awakening

I know now……………
It was simple…………
Why couldn’t I see
This love was never meant to be
You hated me even though you loved me
It was forced upon because I knew
Your secrets and you knew mine very few
Insurance, backup, Was I being used
I’m tired and I feel abused
You treated me like I meant nothing
When I stood up for myself I saw fear
You kept me close and said I was dear
Then I forgave you
But know I know what you fear
You fear my very essence
You fear of what I can become
To me you will have to succumb
The tables will turn
You will know what it feels like to burn
I suffered through your fire
I’m calling your bluff
You liar
I love you
Those words meant nothing
You will soon find out I am something
I will have my stand
Even if we aren’t hand and hand
I will be cold
I will turn my back on you if I must
Maybe everything was in lust………..