It was her first day of school, and people hated her already, all she wanted was for people to like her for what she was, sometimes she just wonders why they don\'t like her, she tries to ask them but all they say is BECAUSE
She\'s been there for three weeks and still she has no friends, she just wants to give up \" no one cares for me\" she says, she just doesn\'t understand why no one likes her \" why do they always have to be so mean?\"
It\'s been two months, and things are already getting worse, he mother died, and her father is beating her harder then ever, she cant take her fathers pain anymore, no one will ever help her, never
She couldn\'t cut anymore, for there was no more skin, she decided it was over, she took the scissors and stabbed her wrist and blood was severely spurting, she decided just to leave a note behind, \" for everyone who never cared, for everyone who didn\'t know how much i hurt.\"
The next day of school she went through the same routine, people calling her a wh**e, the guys cornered her , something was deeply wrong, they grabbed her and through her against the wall, she started to scream, thats it she said, tonights the night when I\'ll be dead.
it\'s been 5 months and she finally made a decision, she walked into the woods hoping that no one will see, she grabbed the gun and put it to her chest, hoping to die, she pulled the trigger and let out a painful scream
She woke up in the hospital, D*** she said the bullet Fu***g missed i cant believe this she said I\'m supposed to be dead, the bullet leaned to the right and was lodged in her ribs
the girl still so desperately want to die, but that girl is still alive today that girls name is Kit
and that girl is unfortunately me
