Games

I thought I mattered I thought you cared I really thought our friendship was going somewhere. You knew what you were doing you knew just what to say to make my heart and mind go two different ways. You knew what you were doing you knew in the end I would cry. You knew I liked you but you only took as it as a game so I played along. So I’m letting go right here right now I never played the game of love but now I think I now how. I fell for u once my heart I let you take I fell for you twice which was a big mistake. I should have known just to let go instead I just went along and waited for the painful memories to unfold I trusted your word they seemed so true. You may have moved on but guess what I have too. I don’t get it if I wasn’t good enough for you then why didn’t you go why didn’t you just leave. Instead of my friends you assured me it was you who should I believe. Your nothing but a little boy thought I could treat you like a man guess your nothing like that I gave you my heart and held it loosely in your hand. Now I have wasted so much time out of my life I hate you so much so I used this pen as a knife. But you know what I have to thank you for what you have done you have taught me that there is no room for little boys like you in my life so just leave……