The rain falls so peacefully
in the city tonight,
i don't want to cry anymore
i don't want to fight.
i walk through the streets
to the places we know,
the places we ran to to escape
where did the time go?
i pass by your house
too shy to say hello,
keeping my head down
as my tears begin to flow.
i don't know what happened to us
we had dreams, wishes, fantasies,
they've all been forgotten
and carried far away with the breeze.
through the rain that's falling
it's getting harder to see,
i don't want to leave you
i need you to need me.
i sit alone in my room tonight
but i can still feel you here,
inside these four walls seems so empty
unleashing my pain, my fear.
i'm left here to linger
through our every memory,
you're not here to kiss my tears
or to save me from me.
from inside my drawer
i bring out a friend,
the one who's always here
the one who helps me mend.
if you could see me right now
there'd be a look of disappointment on your face,
but you're not here, things are hazy
as i use blood to forget your embrace.
i'll let the clouds weep for me
as the drops represents their tears,
i'll cry with them tonight
as i let go of another year.
