As I think
up of words
to write,
they do not come
as they did...
because,
i'm not in the mood
at this moment
and do not care
for anyone.
Sometimes I wonder
to myself,
is it alright
not to have someone
in my heart?
Other times
I ache to
pour my feelings
into one person
as I used to...
but there is no one.
Other days,
I realize that
loving someone
could be painful
and be something
you'll regret,
and so,
I smile
and give a yell
for I
who am free
from those chains.
Once again,
I remember
a long time ago
when I said those words...
they won't last forever,
before I know
what happened to me,
my heart will hurt
and I will
regret for thinking this...
but I can't do anything
about it,
because,
this is love.
