Scars on the inside

The scars you left are on the outside, but the ones that hurt the most i can hide, because they are on the inside of me, you almost killed me can't you see, why don't you care, that the tears well up when at you i stare, what you did to me was lame, but it still drives me insane, but maybe you'll understand when you see, not only the outside scars you left on me,maybe when i cry, maybe when i die, you'll see the scars you left on the inside.

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