I blew my chance

I let you go, I blew my chance.
You moved on but I am stuck in a trance.
At the beginning i was glad.
I just did not realize what i had.
You hardly ever talk to me and it really hurts.
Whats wrong with me? am i cursed?
Why right now are my feelings so strong?
Why did they have to wait this long?
I am stuck on you but you have moved on.
Is it true that your feelings are gone?
I am thinking of you with everything I do.
Even when i dream i can not get away from you.
your stuck in my head and i can not get you out.
I guess I am in love with you without a doubt.
But you love her so what do i do?
Every word i say is completely true.
But i would not do anything to mess you 2 up.
That would hurt you way to much.
I have made mistakes, but not like this.
you don't know how much i would give for just one last kiss.