Just a little Fragile

The sooner I fall,
And take that blade,
The louder I call,
And begin to fade,

When people can see,
Right through my eyes,
Realizing this is me,
Who each night cries,

No one can disguise,
The emotions running through my veins,
The pain inside,
Throwing me insane,

I won’t be afraid,
Of my tears I cry,
Slowly down I laid,
Waiting to die,

I’m not going to run,
I’m not going to hide,
I’m coming undone,
With the thoughts in my mind,

Falling down I feel so alone,
Sometimes I feel like I’m not that strong,
I reach out and moan,
Knowing what I am doing is wrong,

16 years I’ve been broken,
Had no reason to smile,
Not a happy moment spoken,
I’ve been just a little fragile.

©Samantha Jayne Reed
Wrote on April 4th, 2005