Where do i go from here

Where do I go from here?
That’s what I ask myself every day.
Is there life after you?
I’ll never know.

My heart so broken
So torn apart and alone
By myself no sounds
No voices not even my own.

Did you know that this day would come?
Well maybe you did,
But I in my own little world
I knew, but just hid.

So this poem I write
I write for you
I will not fade away
Will you?