Welcome to my day

You opened up today,
Told me what it was,
That you wanted to say,
It's fine by me,
Except your stuck in the past,
Yet I feel like you made my day,
I didn't think it would be,
I just hope you move on fast,
I know you felt nervous,
I had my suspisions,
But he is still in your life,
Treating you oddly,
Giving you strife,
I know you knew,
I don't know how long,
I can hold on for you,
I'm so glad you told me,
Takes a huge weight off,
My shoulders,
I think you can see,
Whatever you do,
The feeling the same,
I'm falling too,
I know it's your decision,
I wont take part,
I felt so lame,
Not being able to say,
What I wanted,
Because you told me from the start,
That you were waiting for him,
I respect what has happened,
But for me,
It just looks dim,
It's tearing me apart,
He told me it was hatred,
He lied,
To a friend,
Whatever you do,
Please realise soon,
I hate to be singing,
The same old tune,
But I guess I'll always wait,
That's all I've ever done,
Change mood and state,
I never want to run,
Because for God's sake,
Don't you see?,
Without a doubt,
How good it could be.