Laying in bed
closing my eyes
i thought tonight was going to be peace full
but that would be to much to ask
eyes tight shut
feeling of little fingers start to run down my body
to scared to open my eyes
why wont you stop!
starting to drive me crazy
i jump off the bed
all i can feel know is something grabbing my neck
grabbing it tighter and tighter
it's starting to get hard to breath
putting my hands around my neck
trying to free myself
i hear the door knob turning
laying on the floor half dead
this second feels like forever
trying to yell for help
i see my mothers face appear
feeling her hands undo the wire cord from my neck
to then feel the blood flowing from out
my mother now on her knees in tears
but now i see that i was the one that did this
i know remember what i did
i don't know why
standing over my body
i wish i could embrace her one last time
i feel a hand on my shoulder telling me that is time to go
kissing my mothers for head
turning to look at her once more as she holds my body up to her
crying with no intent to stop
i bid my last good bye
