If only i could go back

If only i could go back
If only i could of changed it all
I would give anything to tell you
How much i would miss you
I would do anything to have you walk threw the door
To call me one of Ur name
Yo tell me how ski-doo was better then Polaris
You are missed so much
If you only knew
You are probably looking down on us
Smiling
Saying If you only knew I'm right here
Right here watching you all
Watching you say Ur Prayers
Watching you shed tears
I can just imagine you now
Saying all that
I know Your happier now
I know your not lonely anymore
If only you knew how much
It hurts to not see you anymore
Nothing is the same anymore
Nothing will ever be the same
Everyday is a new struggle
Remembering you laying there in Ur coffin
memories of u started to flash threw my mind
The memories will live on with me forever.