Slip

I'm slipping away
slipping away so fast
isn't someone going to help me
I've been down these roads once before
i remember you telling me
to stay away
i can't help it
everything you told me not to do
just went out the window
everything gets darker and darker
I'm sorry
I'm sorry that i am doing this to you
i can't help but slip
thought you would be there when i hit
thought you would be there to tell me to get back up
but now i am laying here
cold
death is soon to follow
i thought you where going to be there
but now i am laying her on the ground
hit so hard
if you only knew
i just wanted you to be there
i can hear people talking now
Can hardly open my eyes now
i hear people saying over dose
as they look into my hand it wouldn't be hard to tell
i hear your voice telling me to hold on everything is going to be alright
but would it be alright
i remember hearing you next to me in the hospital bed
saying the sweet words i love you
and please pull threw
i lay there so helpless
i just wanted to tell you why i did this
act you called stupid
my body feels so numb
if i could only open my eyes one more time
or be able to talk
to tell you why i did this
I'm starting to feel more numb now
I'm starting to grow more tired
i can still hear you praying for me to be alright
but god knows that i must go now
if only i could hug u once more before i go
i feel you kiss my cheek once more
as a goodbye kiss
you know I'm not going to make it threw the night