Since the day you left my life has not been the same. i miss you so much and it hurts to know i can not have u.they say that everything happens for a reason but for what reason? for me to go through pain and to miss you like crazy?i just want u back here with me by my side holding me close. we did not even get a chance to let each other know how much we loved each other. well i will now. i love you. i love you with all my heart and more. there has not been a day go by and my not think about u. when i wake up all i am hoping for is for u to be there next to me and tell me u love me. but when i open my eyes you are not there. it hurts me so much and i do not know how to make this pain go away. its not like we will never see each other again because i know we will because i love u and i know u love me. there will not be a day when your name wont come out of my mouth. JOSHUA.i love u and i am thinking of you all the time
