He told me he loved
only a year ago
now hes gone
His choice to go
he left me with nothing
not even a kiss
over the phone
he dumped me
I'm not having this
i grab a knife
with a large blade
i go to his
house no-ones home
maybe asleep
i can't help but wonder
so i break down the door
walk in and ponder
i go upstairs hes there on
the bed
bless the darling
resting his head
no need to sit up
talk or weep
just stay there baby
go back to sleep
I'll go in a minute
Just one thing
i kissed him on the lips
as a last goodbye
I take the knife
and now i die
i stab myself in the heart
to prove to him
he tore me apart
took my soul
ruined my life
ruined my chances
of every life's dream
i wake up
and this was a dream
in a cold sweet
my body is shaken
calm myself down
my life is not taken
i look round my room
how so damp
how its gloom
i look on my wall
a picture of him
i take it down
and turn it around
hes not in my life
hes no more
with me
he was a waste of time
left me in misery
i stay awake
until the morning
i go for a walk
I'm happy I'm smiling
its been a year
and now
I'm here
I'm over it now
i don't care
it doesn't matter
if he was or wasn't there
he means nothing
just a mistake
can't help life
hes just a fake
I've moved on
I'm smiling now
I've moved on
life's great now !
