I will

I will not eat
i will not sleep
i will lay here
and but only weep
i will not think
i will not fear
i will wish
to never again shed a tear
i will not apologize
i will not call
i will live
like i never met you at all
i will not see you
i will not try
i will slit my wrists
and finally die
i will not love you
i will not again
i will take hatred for you
with me to the end