My Wristbands

I was lost today
Without you there
I was so scared
I didn’t know what to do
I felt like a part of my heart
Was gone

You’ve been my security
For over a week
You’ve always been there
Whenever I needed you
And even when I didn’t
But today I was lost
Because you weren’t there with me

I was nervous all day
Scared someone would notice
And then it’d be over
My life would crumble down
And it would soon become
A pile of rubble

Thankfully though
No one saw
No one noticed you weren’t there
To cover up my shame
And I made it through the day
Just barely

I still need you with me
You hide away my secrets
And you are my armor
Keeping people from seeing
What would put me to disgrace

I’ll never forget you again
I never want to feel so scared
As I did today
So please don’t let me forget
My saviors
My wristbands

*those of you that are close to me understand why i need them so much. those of you that aren't might still know but who knows*