I Thought I Could Make You Happy..

I thought I could make you happy,
But words flipped my mind,
I couldn't think,
And it all happened so fast..

The pain and suffering I caused your heart,
The cruelty in words,
That I said to you,

That I hurt you with,
Made your heart cry.
And now I see it in my mind,
As something in the past,

That's never to change,
That'll remain in our lives,
Our memories,
Forever to last...

I didn't want to hurt you,
Or even let you feel pain..
I just thought I could love you,
And I thought I could make you happy.

I thought I could see you,
And know that you're alright,
I swear to god, if I ever lose you..
I'll kill myself, that's right..

I never meant to hurt you,
But it seems that's what I'm only good at..
I just want to stay with you,
Love you, hug you, kiss you,

Just to know you're there for me,
And just to know that you love me too,
I just want to be able to say..
I just want to say.."I love you", without crying..

Without having to break down,
In rivers of tears,
And taste the salt and water,
That burns up in my eyes..

I thought I could let you know,
That I'd never hurt you,
No matter what ever happens..

I'm so sorry I hurt you..
And to think..
I thought I could make you happy..