God dammit you told me that it would all make sense,
You told me I would be okay!
But I'm still here bleeding,
I don't think I can live this lie another day.
You gave me confidence for a second,
Then you walked away,
You just disappeared,
With nothing left to say.
But I held on strong,
For such a long while,
Even though things were going bad,
I still managed to smile.
And everyday that you never called,
I died a little more inside.
Soon this pain was unbearable,
This anger I could no longer hide.
I started kicking and starting screaming,
Throwing things all around.
Then I collapsed and was left to lay,
In my own tears on the ground.
Everything just got worse,
My friends just began to fade,
All of a sudden all my sunshine,
Just turned into shade.
I couldn't run away this time,
I could just hide,
But I couldn't keep it in,
I couldn't let it slide.
So then I picked up a razor,
And I was glad to say.
This would be my final cut,
Because this was my final day.
And as the blood began to seep,
I thought I was making a mistake,
But just when I realized it,
It was too late.
