Medication prescribed,
does no good inside,
there is no cure,
for a lost mind,
pills after pills,
tried them all,
big and small,
none have taken that one thought out of my mind,
“suicide,â€
doctors and nurses,
rambling through my files,
cant find a solution,
a concrete answer,
they send me home,
telling me to “look on the bright sightâ€,
confirming my theory,
that they have no idea,
of the hell I go through everyday,
dad and mom don’t understand,
they just act like they know how I feel,
when inside they think im weird,
just like everybody else,
locked in my room,
i find peace of mind,
lost in my mind,
as the music plays along,
blasting speakers,
songs screaming out how I feel,
relax my soul,
releases the tension,
laying on my bed,
as the feelings that emerge take control,
i lose myself in a world nobody else knows,
a state of mind where reality does not exist,
