I couldn't take the pain it was to much to bare so i sat down and wrote a 1 page letter in it i said i loved my mom and that i was sorry for what i had done and to please tell my siblings sissy is safe up above.tell my best friend Matt that i love him always and he was my one and only true love and he made me happy.tell Felicia i am sorry for our fight and i love her to death tell Amanda I'm sorry and that were girls for life but now this is my happy ending so i grabbed the bottle of pills the strongest i could find locked myself in the bathroom and asked god to take my life.that night i took 58 pills and i didn't remember a thing all i remember is waking up in the hospital and feeling so afraid.i survived god didn't let me die but i no longer question why.i know now its not all about me,its not all about my pain because alto of people love me so ill end my story the one ill call my suicide and i never thought i would say thank you god because you didn't let me die.
