I'm surrounded by these people
But they don't seem to understand me
As they judge by the cuts and marks on my skin
I'm not the person that I wanted to be
Every night lying awake and alone
As these tears fall so silently down my face
Memories which were long forgotten
Look at my arms my head bowed in disgrace
As I smile pretending that I am feeling fine
Severing relationships that mean so much
As I turn away this sadness running up my body
Reclining from the treasured friends touch
Pulling away from who I was a long time ago
Crying tears from my legs and my arms
Eyes dimming and becoming so cold
Scars from years of pain and self harm
